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*me *
# CzareneL
# 19 yrs old
# Modelle

*mood swings *

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*wishlist *

:: watch Devil's Wears Prada ::
:: finish my revision ::
:: good results ::
:: be PMS ::

*hangouts *

:: chanel ::

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Saturday, January 07, 2012

    It was a great year, we all know that it changed most of our lives and so with mine. I've learned so much and gained a lot from these previous experiences. Some are interesting but most of it are all about learning from each individual I had met.
    Last year I resigned from my job in the corporate world as a quality analysts, the compensation was not that bad so definitely it's not about the money. It was a tough decision for me leaving my primary career for almost three(3) years, everyone was like my family already and it was my life back then. Hence, I just tend to be so used with everything I do in the office. It seemed to be a safe zone for me. That's the time I realized that I'm no longer gaining from it and instead of improving myself, it became a slow progress on my part. It's no longer a conventional environment and even a bit unhealthy for me. So it hit me hard that time, I have to make something for myself.
    I believe that you will never feel like working when you love what you are doing, my decisions were indeed right and now I'm living the life I wanted to be. Let everything take it's course and live the best of it. I'm fully into fashion these days, definitely a great experience for me. I never imagined that I can do so much with my craft. Gained so much respect to the people I know and meeting people that wanted to be just like me. It was overwhelming hearing some of those words, 'cause for others who don't know me by the way I used to be an obesed child and sort of a nerd in the school. I think I almost heard all sorts of bullying words on me and picking me thru different names when I was growing up. I know it was not easy but I never felt deprived or even less worthy 'cause I have my loving family with me. Instead of feeling down for myself, I step out of it and gained so much self-esteem or shall I shall I say confidence. Realization strucks you when It really hits you. Discipline and self respect are few of the keys to obtain for a better you as a person. I got a thicked-skin and it became a capace for me to show others that I am stronger, I tried not to show my weaknesses for I hate looking pitiful to others.
    A new year is unfolding—like a blossom with petals curled tightly concealing the beauty within. As we get rid of an old year and look forward to a new one, we all try to be a little like Janus(Roman god). We know through experience what we did wrong and what we did right, and hope to do better this year. Some people make ambitious new year’s resolutions; others just take a deep breath and hope for the best.
    My recipe for a happy year: Take twelve fine, full-grown months; see that these are thoroughly free from old memories of bitterness, rancor and hate, cleanse them completely from every clinging spite; pick off all specks of pettiness and littleness; in short, see that these months are freed from all the past—have them fresh and clean as when they first came from the great storehouse of Time. Cut these months into thirty or thirty-one equal parts. Do not attempt to make up the whole batch at one time (so many persons spoil the entire lot this way) but prepare one day at a time. Into each day put equal parts of faith, patience, courage, work (some people omit this ingredient and so spoil the flavor of the rest), hope, fidelity, liberality, kindness, rest (leaving this out is like leaving the oil out of the salad dressing— don’t do it), prayer, meditation, and one well-selected resolution. Put in about one teaspoonful of good spirits, a dash of fun, a pinch of folly, a sprinkling of play, and a heaping cupful of good humor.
    "May all peoples of the earth become as brothers and sisters, and may the most longed-for peace blossom forth and reign always among men and women."

Czarenel Modelesque out
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